kaox

AHHH!!

2006-10-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

i just wanna scream..

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ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

ANGRY!!!
SAD!!!!!
CONFUSED??!!!
IRRITATED???!!
HOPE?

basically, im in e mood where i just wanna shout :

'?%$^$&((&&^%$?$"^?&$*?(!!!!!!!!!!!'

note to self : take as many photos of your best friend while you still have the chance cos u never noe what will happen in the future that will make photo-taking no longer possible. =X

me. soon.

2006-10-03T12:35:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO HAVE EYELASHES LIKE HER!!!
haha.

december holidays im gonna get eyelash extentions. YAY!!!!!

soon...
soon...

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this set of pics taken quite a long time ago when amanda went over to my house.
just post ba =D

at my condo de gym.

amanda's hair so much longer now yeahs??

HAHA!! the condo toilet got sum1 showering!!!
(actually could not see anything cos the glass was frosted. but could see e outline! )

hmmm

2006-10-03T12:32:00.000+08:00

lol .
mushrooms!!!

ahhh

2006-09-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

'' eee yer!! why you friend natasha? she's a fucking ang mo! ''

I heard someone in sec3 say that. So i told her to go fuck herself.

i hate racists.
and no, she was not joking.

grrrr..

ooo

2006-09-28T17:02:00.000+08:00

from mrs lee!! =)
wow! i didnt noe bernard was so old!!
LOL...
me,amanda and the toilet.

look what i did to yong xiang! WAHAHA!!!

oo

2006-09-28T16:43:00.000+08:00

i LOVE my music!!!
MY PIANO!

MY CORNET

and yes, i CAN actually play them .
HA!

miss angs hw

2006-09-14T13:07:00.000+08:00

16 days to exam!

There are 16 days to the exam. That’s exactly 2 weeks and 2 days.
I have been studying very hard. But unfortunately, I have only been concentrating on mathematics because it’s my weakest subject. But now that my maths has gotten better, my science has gone downhill.
But don’t worry, I have a plan!!!! After every study session of maths, I will read through one chapter of science. That way, once my maths is better, I can read through my science textbook again and better understand what I am studying because I have been constantly practicing a little bit here and there.

My other subjects are no problem for me. Especially English, history and geography.

Here's how I study history, I will read the textbook aloud as if I’m a presenter at a documentary about Singapore’s history. Because when you read aloud, you can remember better. And the notes that Mrs Lee gives helps out a lot too…

But with geography, I kinda copy down the textbook in point-form into my note book. That helps me remember better rather than just staring at the textbook.

For English, I never study for the exams. I only revise things like letter writing formats.

Overall, I think I can manage. =)
But I can’t get into the best class because I don’t have the A maths standard. Even if I get FULL MARKS for the exam, the combined mark will still be about 50 or 60 because I have been getting between 38 to 55 the whole year! AHHH!!

I hope I can improve my science because that’s my weakest subject right now. Well, all I need to do is study REALLY HARD!!!
Ha… ha…ha… easier said than done.

By Natasha Tassell.
293 words.

ym

2006-08-22T20:52:00.000+08:00

ME N YU MIN BEING CRAZY!

ok so maybe it was only me who was crazy.
ok so maybe its not crazy.
its just a normal video conversation!

yu min drinking water. so adorable!

I HAVE A CUP TOO!! SO I SHALL SHOW IT OFF!: 'nya nya ni poo poo! u dun have a cute cup! ahaha!!!'

yu min is bored of my poses.... =(

i cut my finger!!!! (yu min is not sympathetic . boo hoo hooo)

you know, i actually find yu min quite adorable.SHES SO COOL!

she's reali a true friend lors!

YU MIN YOU ROCK!

haha thats all

BYE!

pretty amanda

2006-08-18T20:18:00.000+08:00

edited a photo of amanda.
nice???

so chio!

THree INjured IN SHopshouse BLaze(home work)

2006-08-17T20:03:00.000+08:00

An early morning fire injured three people as a result,a shophouse was gutted and at least 10 people were left homeless.

the three people injured were Mr Muthu Maranwho is a veteran fireman,Mr Quek Seow Meng who is a vegitable seller ,and Mr Chee Seng Toh who is a polytechnic student.Mr muthu was rushed to Changi Hospital as a result of his burns on his shoulders while mr quek was slightly burnt on both hands however, he was treated as an out patient. Mr Chee suffered a broken ankle and likewise to mr quek, he was treated as an outpatient.

mr wong was a resident of one of the shophouses. while he was sleeping,he heard shouts of fire.
'i quickly took my blanket and started to put out the flames. Though there was heat and thick smoke everywhere,i managed to run out of the building to call for help.
Three families living onthe top floor were also awakened from their sleep. Ans a result, they rushed out of the burning building.
Mr queks hands were burnt while he battled with the flames with his blanket on his way down the wooden stairs.
while running down the stairs,Mr Chee fell resulting in a broken ankle.
The fireman were directing their hoses at the burning building.Mr Muthu entered it and went to the top floor. however, the floor under him was charred as a result, it suddenlt collapsed.
the fireman brought the fire under control. however,it was an hour later.

MY favourate english reading material

2006-08-07T11:09:00.000+08:00

My favourite English reading material is the book called "The Last Hero"

This book is written by best-selling fiction author Terry Pratchett and illustrated by Paul Kidby.

What makes this book unique is its amazing amount of imagination and originality.

Its also fun to read because although its an adult book, it has vivid and life-like pictures in the book to allow you to fully understand what the author is trying to make you see.

The book it part of Terry Pratchetts famous disc word novels where instead of the world being round, the world is flat. Hereby going by the name off 'disc world'
This disc is supported by the backs of five incredibly huge elephants that stand on the back of an even bigger turtle that glides gracefully through space.

In this particular disc world novel, the last hero is actually a frail old man who is quite literally the LAST hero.

Remember when this guy was suppost to have stolen fire from the gods so as punishment everyday an eagle feeds on his livers and at night, they grow back again??

Well heroes normally do good, so this hero called Cohen the Barbarian has set off to RETURN the fire to the gods.
So he, along with 6 other dying heroes set off to the heavens.

When the wizards on disc world heard about this, they panicked and set off on a voyage that no one else has ever gone on before to stop the heroes (no fire for man means no electricity, no magic etc)

This voyage is very dangerous because it involves going over the edge of the disc and flying past the elephants to the heavens.

So that’s the story. A bunch of senile reckless heroes trying to he turn fire to the gods while a bunch of cowardly and stupid wizards try to stop them. The result is a timeless and humorous novel.

I Am

2006-08-02T13:08:00.000+08:00

I am a Chong Boon Secondary School Concert Band member.

I'm in the flute section.

From the moment i stepped foot into the bandroom and saw the flute, i knew i wanted it. So, i make it very clear that i wanted it and played the loudest of everyone so they picked me for the flute section =)

I always try my best in music because i want to be the best in my section.

Every time i perfect a band song i feel so proud.
Sometimes i do feel lazy to practice but once i get over that phase i start practicing again doubly hard to make up for lost time.

Only the best player in the section will get to play the piccolo.
So that's my goal!!!!!!

I want to be the section leader but i dont want to be in the top 6 because i need to study.
I know that playing the flute will not be able to get me a job unless i'm like a world class player which i know i cant be unless i devote years and years of non-stop practicing
which i simply feel is not worth it.

So my priority is to study and i spend only my free time practicing. But that’s enough. Even though i have screaming siblings in the background because i only need to spend about 10 minutes practicing my weak points and i can perfect them.

The trick is to play that same bar over and over again, faster and faster, and you will definitely get it right.

sad

2006-07-16T21:42:00.000+08:00

how i wish we could we could go back to the way we were.

sad.

she hurt me.

2006-07-14T15:01:00.000+08:00

I cant believe she did that.

actually jie wei jie and i were prepared to forgive her if she said sorry.
but instead, she turned around a backstabbed me.
I should have known what kind of person she was.
She will turn against you just to hide her wrong-doings.

im very shocked.
i want to forgive and forget like what jie wei said.
but i cant.
because she has made alot of people lose their trust in me forever and hurt me too many times..

well,
as long as my concience is clear,
i have nothing to fear.

all i can say to her is that if she continues to lie about me,
it will simply be on her concience forever.
amanda tay, YOU betrayed a friend.
A BEST FRIEND!

THIS is the friend that would never tell any of your secrets even if it may get me into trouble.
THIS is the friend that will lend u a shoulder to cry on,
THIS friend would make a trip down to anywhere if you were in trouble even if it was out of her way(J8. remember?)
THIS is the friend that helped you to lie to your parents so you wont get scoldings.
THIS is the friend who patiently waits for you while you spend at least 15 mins of recess time fussing over your hair.

do you have any other friend who would do anything for you even if it got themselves into trouble?
i think not.
not even yu min .

I condisered you my best friend and would've done anything for you.
and NEVER ever do anything to hurt you or get you into trouble.
little did i know that one day you would turn against me just to protect your own backside.

this is not the first time.
I always hold back my tears in front of you.
im really hurt.
you have made me cry too many times.
and i still stick with you cos i love my best friend too much.
but why should i cry over a so called' best friend 'who does this to me. And acts so innocent..

I have given up on you.
even though it pains me to do so. :'(

YOU REALI HURT MI!!
but ..
you will still always have a place in my heart.
no matter what

metier 6!!

2006-07-10T18:57:00.000+08:00

can tell i dye hair! arhh...mie. stress then.
backstage =)

'KEEP SMILING' says mr leng.amanda and jie wei, I LOVE YOU GUYS TO BITS. I WILL DO ANTHING FOR U 2!!

..hees)
love them. ahahs
my crazy dancers ;)

so fun! and u noe wat???

MUMMY CAME!!

she said mr leng's butt was blocking me.(THATS THE INTENTION!!! LOL)

but dunno why mrs menon got a teddy bear. so did mr leng.
its like so......er.... anti-climaxing lor...

the concert was such a grand affair and at the end the gifts were teddy bears??!

cute, YES. but appropriate? No..
especially since most of the guests were adults.
WeLL...Thats just what i think hor.
dun go and turn around and tag say i very bitch la,think i so clever, etc . can =)

even some flowers would be better.

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cant wait to see my bao bei jie tmr! (jie wei)
AND MY BESTIE AMANDA! luv u guys!

i wan to give her something

see? im such a good mei!

BYE =))))

ive decided - I WONT HATE!! ANTI - HATE.
YESH...must be positive!

i did it!

2006-07-06T16:06:00.000+08:00

mr leng was right.
THANKS FOR BELIEVING IN MI AMANDA! ur realli a BEST FREN!
if you put your heart and soul into something,your dreams can truely come true.

I MANAGED TO PERFECT JOHN WILLIAMS!!!!

haha! so happy.

now all my songs are perfect.
you see? just a little hard work did all the wonders.

sad though.

because you see,
My brother is now going to play school and has alot of contact with other kids.
So one fine day a sick girl came to his school and spread her germs to EVERYONE in the school.
including my innocent brother.

1.so , he comes home...
2.and passes it to his younger sis.....
3.then my younger sis passed it to my maid.....
4.maid passed it to my grandma............
5.grandma passed to ME..................
6.ME passed to my MOM..................................

SO....the whole house was infected.
so everyone goes to the doctor to get antibiotics.

so my mom gets well ..but she gets sick again cos everyone in the house is sick so she got re-infected by us again....and again....and again!!

The same thing happened to me..thats why ive been sick for so long. BUT I STILL PRACTICED MY FLUTE AND MATHS!!!

now understand why im sick for so long??
even when i get will, if anyone in the house is still sick, they will simply pass their germs to me again..

so next time if you dont understand my situation, please dont make false accusations.

thanks..

I MUST FORCE MYSELF TO GO TO SCHOOL TOMORROW!! METIER!!!

im much better now...
but to be on the safe side,best stay away from me on friday.

OH YAH!!! and my mom is coming to see me play!! i love my mummy .

Bye!!

regret

2006-06-27T20:29:00.000+08:00

I really regret not practicing hard enough for metier six.

I practiced yes, but not as much as I could have.

I was constantly making excuses for myself not to practice like:
-seniors will play better so I can rely on them.
-flute is not a loud instrument so it wont matter if I don��t play every part 'cos people wont notice.
-I am already good

I now know that it is the duty of every band member to practice to his or her fullest potential in order to allow CBSS BAND to SHINE above the rest.

I am not afraid of people looking down on my playing. But after Mr Leng our conductor told us that all of his conductor friends would be coming I could not allow him to let others judge his band and watch us fall.

Therefore, I will practice and do my up best to make Mr Leng proud. I WONT LET HIM LOSE FACE!

I promise.

reminiscence

2006-06-17T17:13:00.000+08:00

You see, originally i wanted to call this post NOSTALGIA.

BUT...somehow the way that word sounds reminds me of this.
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nostalgia sounds like er..nostrills??
whatever it is, i find that word digusting.EWW

ok . lets go to less revolting thoughts...

REMINISCENCE!!
sigh.i miss England.
i miss the stray sheep and cows and BUNNIES and squirrels!!(yes there are stray farm animals not like singapore where there are only cats)

want proof?

see...

THE BIRDIES WILL EAT FROM YOUR HANDS!!(so tame . not like the faint hearted birds here)

yes thats me

Squrril!!(i shall call him furry and he shall be my friend=])

i still like the pigeons the most

see??!!!! stray SHEEP!!!

beautiful plants are EVERYWHERE!

my wonderful house.(thats my grandma)

chester.

london

more london

manchester

and best of all, the whole place has air-con!!!!

thats all. bye!

Band

2006-06-14T07:54:00.000+08:00

Had band today.

All the councillors had disappeared so the band became very small (kinda tells mi that band mainly consists of goody-goodies.)

Played whole lotta songs.

I played the loudest in mi section =)).

Im gonna make sure that I emerge the best in the section. (jia you!!)

I WANT TO BE THE SECTION LEADER!!!

Diyan told me something very weird. Dunno if it��s just a figment of her imagination or if it��s really true.

ive been constantly imagining things too. Quite worrying actually. For example:

I think im above everyone else.
I always think people are looking at me
I see rabbits everywhere

Well I think the first two are ego problems.

But how do you explain the rabbit problem?

Forget it...
after band I went to J8 with Amanda yu min and Lena.

It��s quite a horrible experience to have to put up with Lena��s constant complaints ..that faggot. (I mean it in a good way)

I bought something nice for myself. Im simply a bitch for self-indulgence.
Amanda was as usual obsessed with her hair. Example:

(This took place in front of a mirror)
HER: when I let down my hair should i clip it up or use hair band??

ME:up to you....

HER: Natasha! Please help me decide! Should I clip up my hair or use hair band? If I use hair band my hair will come out you know!

ME: then clip it la.

HER: but if I clip will it be nice? I think hair band is nicer.

ME: then use hair band la!

HER: but if I use hair band my hair behind the ears will come out.

ME: then don��t clip and don��t use hair band la!!!

HER: but I need to decide leh!! Please! Either hair band or clip!

ME: fine! Hair band.

HER: But I dowan. I wan clip

ME: then use clip!!!!

HER: I dunno la..Can��t decide. I dunwan use clip!

ME:!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! &^^��拢%��拢&$!
Get the picture??
Understand why im irritated?
LOL

Stylist?

2006-06-10T21:55:00.000+08:00

My parents anniversary today.

hmm...I have never ever seen my dad dress so funky before.
quite amazing.
but I still thought he should have worn jeans..

JUST THINK!!!!!
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'Natasha-The stylist.......'

Me :hmm, like that outfit is so not you. you should
get something that elongates your body. May I suggest a sleek pair of black
trousers?

Miss
'IHAVENOTASTE' : Geeze you really know your stuff! (looking
amazed ,almost worshipping me)

Me :I know. Oh stop it .(*flicks wrist in an
'ah-qua' manner)

*camera lights flicking. Me waving.

okok I better wake up..
but still I seriously think my dad needs help with you know...His style. . . eeks.

but he still looks younger I guess.
;)

my mom? Well she still looked as gorgeous as ever. No style tips needed for her!
LIKE MOTHER LIKE DAUGHTER.

AhAhAh..
I KNOW im good.
tell me something I DON'T already know.

delutional u may say? well what matters is im confident of myself =)
im so proud of me.. im so proud of me..
tata.
(that means bye , in case you didn't already know)

Caught

2006-06-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

Mr Alex has just discovered that he stole the cookies from the fridge in the presence of a CCTV camera.

moral of the story: DONT STEAL FOOD FROM THE KITCHEN!

2 weeks later

2006-06-03T16:43:00.000+08:00

hey!
im not gonna post for 2 weeks.

dont ask why.

dont ask why.

well i could tell you...but im just too darn lazy to do so.

bye =)

Me myself and I

2006-06-03T16:29:00.000+08:00

Ahhhhh....Cameras are so much fun.

ok. im bored

lols

'evil' look

'how could you say that?' look
why are my fingers so short?

*******
woooo!!!!

im so proud of me. im so proud of me.

dots.

hippo and dog productions

2006-05-31T15:15:00.000+08:00

this is so cute and funny lors!

ok, i know its in french but its the actions that are so freaking funny!

how we used to be

2006-05-31T13:25:00.000+08:00

I spoke to yu min on the phone just now. Talking to her triggered some memories from long long ago. (Or should I say NONG NONG ago ;] )

It pained me to think that in the past, all four of us would be engaging in a conference call. But now, it was only Yu Min and I.

Anyway, I remembered the times when cheris, Amanda, yu min and I were simply the best of best friends! we did EVERYTHING together!!!

Thinking about what we have become now is just a sad sad thought. I��ve been trying to salvage the situation for months now. But we just cant seem to remain the way we were. =[

-Cheris is now hanging out with xiu yun. (but i wish she would still hang out with us)

-Yu min with yi hong (although she hasn��t completely deserted me.)

-And as usual, Amanda is just obsessed with people of the opposite sex. (sorry Amanda, but its true)

-And me?? Well, im just trying to play the hero and keep our clique together like how we used to be.

great grandma's birthday

2006-05-28T14:17:00.000+08:00

My GREAT GRANDMA'S 90th BIRTHDAY!!

SO OLD AGREE???

photos !

baloon sword =)

my bro and cousin

Rebecca my cousin

my fave cousin-randall

thats all!

Ta.

Jie Wei-My one and only

2006-05-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

Jie wei is the most beautiful person I have ever known. Both on the outside and on the inside. She was always there for me and never ever judged me. I truely consider myself blessed to have a friend like her.

I still remember the times when we were in primary school. I had first met her in primary two. And believe it or not the first thing she said to me was..(its a secret between us)

Jie Wei oh Jie Wei, back in primary school days, shewas a nice,shy,quiet pupil with mushroom-like hair =)who ALWAYS handed in her work in time and she never EVER said anything bad about anyone. She was the kind of person you would meet and go 'man, if only everyone in the world was as nice as her''

we even had the same CCA! -badminton, of 'cos.

Look at my girl now, she's matured into a lovely person. And she's not even a goody-goody anymore! But, neverless, she is still the nice gal i've always known. In this world you cant always be nice or people take advantage of you. But,she knows how to handle these sort of people. She will simply do what she never would've done in the past- NOT BE NICE !

she is really a simply wonderful person.

Jie wei, this poem is for you my gal..

To Jie Wei

You made me remember the good times

When I could only remember the bad

You promised me a return

Of the peace I long ago had

You never left me alone

When that was what i wrongly thought I needed

You never dwelt on my faults

Instead you pointed out when I had succeeded

You made me laughWhen i felt i would cry

You made me live

When i wished to die.

JIEWEI.NAT>jiemei4eva!

Boy?

2006-05-24T13:58:00.000+08:00

Ok so considering I haven't blogged for approximately a year or so, I suppose I owe you guys a pretty long post. Agree? OF cos you do.

so let me introduce myself..Again.
meet me, Natasha A.K.A :boyboy

well IM quite girly so you must be wondering why IM also known as boy boy now. Well, I'll tell you..Or rather show you.
enjoy

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so,what do you think?
I guess that to make up for my tom-boy hair-do ,i'd have to wear dresses and socks with lace at the edges.(KIDDING)

well kinda like it.
but I still miss my long hair.
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man,I am so pale.

more photos next time! TA.

diao

2006-02-10T15:38:00.000+08:00

diao